She was strong, too. I must have outweighed her by a hundred and thirty pounds, but she had worn me out. She was young, I guess. She had maybe ten years on me. She had left me exhausted, which made her smile. She had a great smile.
"Remember my hotel room in Boston?" I said. "The way you sat on the chair? I wanted you right then."
"I was just sitting on a chair. There wasn't a way to it."
"Don't kid yourself."
"Remember the Freedom Trail?" she said. "You told me about the long-rod penetrator? I wanted you right then."
I smiled.
"It was part of a billion-dollar defense contract," I said. "So I'm glad this particular citizen got something out of it."
"If Eliot hadn't been with me I'd have done it right there in the park."
"There was a woman feeding the birds."
"We could have gone behind a bush."
"Paul Revere would have seen us," I said.
"He rode all night," she said.
"I'm not Paul Revere," I said.
She smiled again. I felt it against my shoulder.
"All done, old guy?" she asked.
"I didn't say that, exactly."
"Danger is an aphrodisiac, isn't it?" she said.
"I guess it is."
"So you admit you're in danger?"
"I'm in danger of having a heart attack."
"You really shouldn't go back," she said.
"I'm in danger of not being able to."
She sat up on the bed. Gravity had no effect on her perfection.
"I'm serious, Reacher," she said.
I smiled up at her. "I'll be OK. Two or three more days. I'll find Teresa and I'll find Quinn and then I'll get out."
"Only if I let you."
I nodded.
"The two bodyguards," I said.
She nodded in turn. "That's why you need my end of the operation. You can forget all about the heroic stuff. With you or without you, my ass. We turn those guys loose and you're a dead man, one phone call later."
"Where are they now?"
"In the first motel, back in Massachusetts. Where we made the plans. The guys from the Toyota and the college car are sitting on them."
"Hard, I hope."
"Very."
"That's hours away," I said.
"By road," she said. "Not by telephone."
"You want Teresa back."
"Yes," she said. "But I'm in charge."
"You're a control freak," I said.
"I don't want anything bad to happen to you, is all."
"Nothing bad ever happens to me."
She leaned down and traced her fingertips over the scars on my body. Chest, stomach, arms, shoulders, forehead. "You've taken a lot of damage for a guy nothing bad ever happens to."
"I'm clumsy," I said. "I fall over a lot."
She stood up and walked to the bathroom, naked, graceful, completely unself-conscious.
"Hurry back," I called.
But she didn't hurry back. She was in the bathroom a long time and when she came out again she was wearing a robe. Her face had changed. She looked a little awkward. A little rueful.
"We shouldn't have done that," she said.
"Why not?"
"It was unprofessional."
She looked straight at me. I nodded. I guessed it was a little unprofessional.
"But it was fun," I said.
"We shouldn't have."
"We're grown-ups. We live in a free country."
"It was just taking comfort. Because we're both stressed and uptight."
"Nothing really wrong with that."
"It's going to complicate things," she said.
I shook my head.
"Not if we don't let it," I said. "Doesn't mean we have to get married or anything. We don't owe each other anything because of it."
"I wish we hadn't."
"I'm glad we did. I think if a thing feels right, you should do it."
"That's your philosophy?"
I looked away.
"It's the voice of experience," I said. "I once said no when I wanted to say yes and I lived to regret it."
She hugged the robe tight around her.
"It did feel good," she said.
"For me too," I said.
"But we should forget it now. It meant what it meant, nothing more, OK?"
"OK," I said.
"And you should think hard about going back."
"OK," I said again.
I lay on the bed and thought about how it felt to say no when you really wanted to say yes. On balance saying yes had been better, and I had no regrets. Duffy was quiet. It was like we were just waiting for something to happen. I took a long hot shower and dressed in the bathroom. We were done talking by then. There was nothing left to say. We both knew I was going back. I liked the fact that she didn't really try to stop me. I liked the fact that we were both focused, practical people. I was lacing my shoes when her laptop went ping, like a muffled high-pitched bell. Like a microwave when your food is ready. No artificial voice saying You've got mail. I came out of the bathroom and she sat down in front of the computer and clicked a button.
"Message from my office," she said. "Records show eleven dubious ex-cops called Duke. I put the request in yesterday. How old is he?"
"Forty, maybe," I said.
She scrolled through her list.
"Southern guy?" she asked. "Northern?"
"Not Southern," I said.
"Choice of three," she said.
"Mrs. Beck said he'd been a federal agent, too."
She scrolled some more.
"John Chapman Duke," she said. "He's the only one who went federal afterward. Started in Minneapolis as a patrolman and then a detective. Subject of three investigations by Internal Affairs. Inconclusive. Then he joined us."
"DEA?" I said. "Really?"
"No, I meant the federal government," she said. "He went to the Treasury Department."
"To do what?"
"Doesn't say. But he was indicted within three years. Some kind of corruption. Plus suspicion of multiple homicides, no real hard evidence. But he went to prison for four years anyway."
"Description?"
"White, about your size. The photo makes him look uglier, though."
"That's him," I said.
She scrolled some more. Read the rest of the report.
"Take care," she said. "He sounds like a piece of work."
"Don't worry," I said. I thought about kissing her good-bye at the door. But I didn't. I figured she wouldn't want me to. I just ran over to the Cadillac.
I was back in the coffee shop and almost at the end of my second cup when Elizabeth Beck appeared. She had nothing to show for her shopping. No purchases, no gaudy bags. I guessed she hadn't actually been inside any stores. She had hung around for four long hours to let the government guy do whatever he needed to. I raised my hand. She ignored me and headed straight for the counter. Bought herself a tall white coffee and carried it over to my table. I had decided what I was going to tell her.
"I don't work for the government," I said.
"Then I'm disappointed," she said, for the third time.
"How could I?" I said. "I killed a cop, remember."
"Yes," she said.
"Government people don't do stuff like that."
"They might," she said. "By accident."