Phineas snorted. "I'm being serious now. If you love her, you gotta tell her the truth. You gotta make it real."
Jack swallowed hard. Lara kept asking him to tell her the truth. But what if she couldn't handle it? The women in his past had freaked out. He'd been able to erase their memories, but he couldn't do that with Lara. What if she lived the rest of her life remembering him with revulsion?
On the other hand, what if she was able to accept him? What if he'd finally found the amove that had evaded him for centuries? How glorious it would be to spend the rest of his life with Lara.
The door opened, and Howard peered at them curiously. "What's going on? You guys have been standing here for five minutes."
"Just talking, Papa Bear," Phineas said. "I'll go make the first round."
"Okay," Jack said. "And... thank you."
"Anytime, bro." Phineas zoomed back down the hall to the side entrance.
"Howard, can you stay till Connor arrives?" Jack asked. "I need to run an errand."
"Sure." Howard headed back to the desk. "I'll call the cafeteria and have them deliver my supper here."
Jack smiled. As long as were-bear Howard Barr was well fed, he stayed happy. "Thanks."
Jack hurried into the conference room across the hall and shut the door. He paced around the long table. Once he returned Lara's belt to her, what would he say? From the beginning he'd equated telling her the truth with losing her. But now, he realized he could lose her if he didn't tell her the truth.
Father Giuseppe, Gianetta, and Phineas all wanted him to tell her. Connor was strongly opposed to it. Angus had ordered him not to. What did he want to do?
He wanted her to love him. What if she hated him once she knew he was a Vamp? Jack took a deep breath. It was a chance he would have to take. There was no way to undo his status. She could either accept him as he was-or she couldn't. You must have faith, Giacomo.
Merda. Wasn't there a circle of hell for faithless bastards like himself? He made the call.
On the fourth ring, she picked up. "Hello?" She sounded hesitant.
"Hello, Lara. How are you?"
"I'm okay."
"I have your belt. I could return it to you now."
"There's... no hurry."
Was she reluctant to see him, or was this a bad time? He didn't want anyone else to see him teleport. "Are you alone?"
"I need to talk to you about the Apollo case," she said.
"We can work on it tonight, if you like," he offered. "I can teleport there and bring you back here to Romatech where I have all the information."
"I have the info here. I e-mailed it to myself."
"Oh." He had a bad feeling about this.
"I really appreciate all the work you did. We passed the info on to our superiors-"
"What?"
"We had to, Jack. We can't withhold evidence. And the minute Apollo started kidnapping girls across state lines, it became a matter for the FBI."
Nine circles of hell! Jack gripped the phone in his fist and paced around the table. "You shouldn't have done that. We were working on it together. We were making good progress."
"I know. I'm sorry, Jack, but it's not in your jurisdiction."
The hell it wasn't. This was a Malcontent crime, and it needed to be handled by Vamps. "How many people know?"
"Lots of people. The FBI and NYPD have set up a joint task force-"
"Merda!" He couldn't let them find Apollo first. The whole vampire world was in jeopardy. He couldn't believe Lara had done this. He stopped and leaned his elbows on the back of a chair. "I trusted you."
"Jack." Her voice was laced with pain. "I didn't mean to-I don't understand why this case is so important to you."
He took a deep breath. Fussing at her wouldn't fix the problem. "I'm sorry. I should have explained."
"There are a lot of things you could have explained," she grumbled.
"It'll be all right." He would get Connor and other volunteers to help. Ian and Toni were still on their honeymoon, but Robby was around. And maybe Phil Jones. "How much did you tell them? Do they know about Apollo's ability to control minds?"
"No. And I didn't tell them about you," Lara said. "You really can trust me."
"Thank you." He resumed his pacing. He needed to make some calls and set up a meeting.
"Unfortunately, they're giving me credit for all your hard work," Lara continued.
"That's all right. Maybe it will help you make detective."
She heaved a sigh. "They offered me an assignment under cover, posing as a college student."
Jack halted abruptly. "What?"
"I have the right look, so I'm going-"
"No!" It felt like a wrecking ball had slammed into his chest. "No. You will not be bait."
"I already agreed."
He gritted his teeth. "You will not do it."
"You can't tell me what to do."
"Where are you? Are you alone?"
"There's no point in discussing it," she said. "My mind is made up."
Merda. He hoped she wasn't in a public place. He focused on her voice and teleported.
CHAPTER 16
Lara gasped when Jack materialized in front of her. He looked quickly around the room.
"What-" Her throat constricted. He'd just focused on her with eyes that gleamed golden hot.
A frisson of fear pinned her to the couch. Jack was a man of supernatural power. What was he truly capable of?
Nonsense. She mentally shook herself. This was Jack. He'd made love to her the night before.
Somehow Venice seemed so far away.
Still glowering at her, he snapped his cell phone shut and pocketed it. He pulled her belt from another pocket and dropped it on the coffee table. "Maybe I should spank you," he muttered.
"Excuse me?"
His jaw shifted. "Forget I said that."
Like that would ever happen. She turned off her phone and placed it on the coffee table. "I gather you're a little miffed about the situation." She paused when a low growl vibrated in his throat. "Look, I'm not going to be intimidated by the he-man tactics. We can discuss this calmly and rationally."
"There is nothing rational about this." His hands fisted at his sides. "Using yourself as bait is ridiculous, foolish, and crazy!"
She sucked in a breath. "Why don't you tell me what you really think?"
His eyes narrowed into two golden pins of light. "You're not doing it."
"It's not your decision, Jack. In fact, none of this Apollo stuff is your business."
"You are my business, and you're trying to get yourself killed."
She snorted. "This may come as a surprise to you, but I'm not suicidal. Every precaution will be taken to ensure my safety. I'll be wearing a tracking device-"
"Those can be lost."
She glared at him. "As soon as they have a fix on Apollo's resort-"
He leaned over suddenly and with a swipe of one hand, he pushed the coffee table across the room. She caught her breath when he moved directly in front of her.
"You are not doing it." Anger seethed in his low, sharply clipped words.
Dammit, he was trying to bully her. Lara rose to her feet, her face inches from his stubborn chin. "No one tells me what to do."
He grabbed her by the shoulders. "I could teleport you someplace so remote you'd never find your way out."
She shoved at his chest. "Then you would be a kidnapper just like Apollo."
"No. I would be saving your life." His grip tightened on her shoulders. "Stay away from Apollo. You have no idea what he's capable of."
"But you know?" She seethed with frustration. "What do you know that you're not telling me, Jack?"
He released her and stepped back. He dragged a hand through his hair and paced across the room. "When Apollo sees you, he's going to want you."
"We're counting on that. And with the tracer I'll be wearing, we'll be able to track him down."
Jack shook his head. "He'll teleport you someplace. He might teleport you several places in a row. You've seen how quickly it's done. By the time the police figure out where he is, he... Bloody hell, Lara, it will be too late!"
She swallowed hard. "I can buy some time. I won't be under his control like the other victims. That's why I'm the best choice for this job. I'm immune to mind control."