A soldier prods the boy with the barrel of his gun.
“Come along,” he says. Two of the soldiers fall in line behind them. The rest follow us.
As we approach the tavern from the opposite side, I look for Will, searching the shadows where the cloaked man was hiding yesterday. All I see are more of Elliott’s soldiers. They seem to be everywhere, standing in doorways, talking, smoking. Elliott nods to them, lifting one hand in a half wave before we enter the common room of the inn.
Inside it’s dark, and I stand beside Elliott, blinking while my eyes adjust. Every table is filled, and men line the walls. Some of them are in uniform, others in ragged street clothes, but they all come to attention when they spot us.
Elliott surveys the room, and then gives a little half bow. The men at the tables raise their mugs and cheer. The room may be dim, but it can’t hide the startling whiteness of Elliott’s teeth as he grins.
At the back of the room there’s a table on a platform, so it sits a little higher than the rest. We make our way toward it. I’m surprised to see Will sitting there, and even more so when he slides a stack of papers down to me and hands another to Elliott.
Elliott places the pamphlets on the table and pulls out a chair for me. Once I sit, he stays behind me, both hands gripping the back of the chair, and clears his throat.
“Thank you,” he calls. “Today we begin the takeover of this city.” All eyes are fixed upon him, and his hands are trembling hard enough that I can feel it through my chair.
“But we must work strategically,” he continues, his voice steadily growing stronger. “First we will take up residency in the Debauchery District. You can find me in the Debauchery Club when I’m not on the streets fighting by your side. Starting tomorrow we’ll move families into the empty buildings. We will find workers for the distillery to make our water safe to drink. We will work together to kill the coward who calls himself Malcontent, who hides in the shadows and plans to kill us all.”
The men raise their tankards and cheer. Some are stomping their feet, some clapping, and the room reverberates with their enthusiasm. One after the other they rise to their feet, saluting Elliott.
Did Elliott have this plan all along, or did the sea of tents we encountered this morning give him the idea?
Will also stands, but the way he’s clapping, I’m quite sure that no sound comes from the meeting of his hands. He isn’t mocking Elliott, not openly, but I can tell he’s questioning Elliott’s intentions.
I reach for the stacks of papers that he gave to us when we arrived. One stack outlines Elliott’s plan. A plan that he shared with Will, obviously, but not with me.
Not only does everyone who wishes to have Elliott’s protection move to the Debauchery District—Elliott has promised to find them clean water and food. How can he and the men in this room guarantee that?
The other stack, the one that Will gave me, is twice as tall. It is my message to Father, printed in bold letters.
IF YOU REMEMBER FINN, FIND ME. With Elliott’s symbol printed beneath.
When I look up, Will has disappeared. His spot at the table has been taken by three men, pushing forward, ready to follow Elliott to the ends of the earth.
The innkeeper, also beaming, brings us plates filled with food and some sort of distilled beverage. Men circulate through the room. Some of them slap Elliott on the back. Others want to shake my hand, which is awkward, since for once I’m trying to eat.
Elliott is not eating, but he takes his seat beside me and rests his hand on my thigh. Possessively.
A group of older men enters the inn from the street and approaches our table.
“I like your ideas,” one says. He stands awkwardly, holding one of Will’s papers. I lean forward to get a better look at him, and our eyes lock. He stops speaking, his lip curling. He recognizes me. And I recognize him. He was one of Father’s guards.
Elliott takes his hand from my leg, and I think for a moment that he’s repudiating me in the face of this man’s distaste, but instead he pulls my chair closer to his and drapes one arm over my shoulders.
“You were saying?” he asks. The man continues his praise for Elliott’s plans, still trying not to look at me. Other men begin to whisper.
Not only do these men hate Father, they hate me. Even though they’ve never met me, they eye me with disgust. The mood in the room has shifted from friendly camaraderie to something dark and menacing.
“Scientist’s daughter,” I hear someone hiss.
The scientist. It used to be the name of their hero. Now it is a curse. Their disillusionment with my father mirrors my own. And yet I don’t deserve their hostility.
“Elliott?” These are his men. I cannot allow myself to get angry, not yet. He touches my jaw with his thumb, caressing my face.
A soldier with an eye patch pipes up. “How many of us have lost our children, our wives? It would serve the scientist right—”
It’s too much. Some of these men, these fighters who have come at Elliott’s call, would hurt me to punish my father. I stand, ready to condemn their hypocrisy.
“I am the scientist’s daughter.” But my voice comes out low, and I doubt anyone who isn’t at this particular table can hear. I take a deep breath and continue. “I’m also a sister. I lost my brother to the plague, and my mother to the prince.” My voice breaks.
The room is silent. Elliott puts down his tankard.
“Yes,” he says, pushing back his chair and standing beside me. “And she’s here with me. I want her father found, and I want him alive.”
The soldiers look at one another and slowly nod. Elliott sweeps his gaze over the rest of the room and then sits down. He gestures to my chair, but sitting feels weak. Though the aggression has dissipated, I don’t want to stay here. This room is crowded now, claustrophobic. I search for Will, but he’s nowhere to be found.
“I’m going outside,” I say to Elliott. “To get some air.”
He prepares to stand to go with me, but I don’t want him. I need a few moments alone. I never cared much for my celebrity status as the scientist’s daughter. But I’d grown accustomed to it. I knew that he was no longer a hero, not even in my own mind. But seeing the hatred, the violence here, is shocking. I clench my hands into fists to keep them from shaking.
As I walk out of the inn I try to meet as many soldiers’ eyes as I can. I don’t want them to think that I’m running away.
The inn is close to the river, and I can hear running water. I force myself to picture it flowing over creek stones rather than the rib cages of the dead. Some of Elliott’s men are outside, standing in small groups. They seem very relaxed, and though several of them glance at me, sneering a little, they don’t say anything. Why are they standing around drinking? They should be acting. Elliott should be doing something. Anything.
I scan the street and spot Will on the front steps of a building across the street. He sees me at the same time and leaps up. I hadn’t noticed before, but he’s dressed like he used to be at the club: fitted pants and a black shirt.
“Elliott let you come out here alone?” He’s a bit short of breath as he approaches.
“He didn’t let me. I told him I was leaving.”
He leads me back across the street to the vague shelter of a partially intact brick wall, scuffing his boot in the dirt.
“I shouldn’t have left you in there.”
“I’m not your responsibility either,” I snap.
He leans against the wall, crossing his arms over his chest. His dark eyes bore into me.
“I’m here to help you. I can’t make up for what I did, but since we’re both here now, I’m going to aid you in any way I can.” He looks tired. His eyes are framed with beautiful thick lashes, but there are dark circles beneath them.
“Just don’t get in my way, trying to protect me.”
“I wouldn’t dream of it. If you wanted to be coddled, you wouldn’t be here.”
“Walk with me,” I say, because I need to move. Getting away from the tavern, the hostile glances, makes me feel lighter, less weighted by guilt and worry. I smile, and Will smiles back at me. We pause in late-afternoon sunshine for several long moments.
“Come,” I say, and take off with renewed energy.
The buildings on this street merge into one another, rectangular windows, square, white stone ledges. A small face gazes down from a window. How often did Henry and Elise watch passersby from the window of Will’s apartment? I miss the children. The days I spent there with them.
As we move from one alley to the next, oily smoke obscures the sunlight. The wood frame of an apartment building is smoldering. I run my foot over the gritty paving stones, and the movement reveals a carving in one of them. A flower. This city was once beautiful.
“Let’s hang some of these flyers,” Will says. “Elliott wants me to hang his, anyway.”
“Is it hopeless?” I ask, looking up at him. Yesterday, walking through the city, I was overwhelmed by the odds of finding Father, particularly with the mob also hunting him.
Will shakes his hair out of his face. “There’s always hope,” he says quietly.
He digs in a bag he’s carrying for a light hammer and some nails before taking one of the flyers from my hand. As he affixes it to the charred door of an apartment building, the cuff of his shirt slips back, revealing a tendril of dark tattoo around his left wrist.
It’s thinner than the rest of the tattoos, and I never noticed it before. He reaches out for another flyer. But my hand is empty. I touch the tattoo for a moment before pulling my hand back.
“Sorry,” I mumble, and shuffle for another flyer.
“Might as well give me one of Elliott’s also,” he says.
“Why did you agree to work for him?” I slide one of Elliott’s papers into his hand, careful not to touch him again.
“I’d rather be useful than not.” Will attaches it to a wooden door with a thin nail. “As long as Elliott is keeping his side of the bargain and keeping you safe.” He sets a small stack of papers on a stoop outside an apartment building. “Though if you’re outside alone in that crowd, then maybe he’s not.”
“His men are loyal. They won’t hurt me. The way they . . . looked at me didn’t hurt me.” My voice shakes a little at the end of the sentence, negating everything I just said.
Will reaches for another paper, and once again I am very careful not to let our hands touch. Careful not to look up into his eyes. I don’t want to see the concern there. Can’t let the quaver in my voice turn into full-blown weakness.
“It’s difficult to be hated after being loved,” I say quickly. “For Father to become a villain overnight. I’ll get used to it.”
“I hope you don’t have to.”
“If I stay with Elliott—”
Will freezes. Is he upset because I suggested my relationship with Elliott might be permanent, or was his stillness in response to the word “if,” suggesting that it might not?
I study the flyer in my hand, unwilling to look at Will. I don’t want to see his surprise, his hope, whatever emotion he is struggling with.