Suddenly, hands grabbed me from behind, steadying me. ‘What did I tell you, kid?’ Kaz called over the sound of the wind. ‘That thing is part Alivened! You can’t kill him with regular means! And those are blood-forged Lenses he’s using. They’ll be more powerful than yours!’
He was right. Even with Kaz holding on to me, I could feel myself being pulled toward Kiliman. I turned my Windstormer’s Lenses away from him, then focused them on the wall, pushing myself back.
Kiliman turned his Lens off.
I was shaken by the force of the wind blowing from my face. I stumbled, knocking Kaz over, and I nearly lost my footing as I turned my Lenses off.
In that moment, Kiliman focused his Lens directly at the pair of Translator’s Lenses in my other hand. Apparently, the Voidstormer’s Lens – just like my Windstormer’s Lenses – could focus on a single object. The Translator’s Lenses were pried free from my fingers and sucked across the room.
I yelled, shocked, but Bastille snatched the Lenses from the air as they passed her. She stood up, dagger in one hand, Lenses in the other. I stepped up beside her, readying my Windstormer’s Lenses, trying not to look at the frosty wounds on Bastille’s hand.
Kiliman stood up, but did not raise his Lenses. ‘I still hold the knight,’ he whispered, picking up the fallen Crystin sword. ‘She will die, for you don’t know where to find her. Only I can replace her Fleshstone.’
The room fell silent. Suddenly, Kiliman’s face began to disintegrate, the tiny bits of metal all springing legs and crawling down his body. Half of his head, then his shoulder, and finally one arm all transformed to tiny, metal spiders, which crawled across the bars separating us, swarming like bees in a hive.
‘She will die,’ the Scrivener’s Bone said, somehow speaking despite the fact that half of his face was now missing. ‘I do not lie, Smedry. You know I do not lie.’
I stared him down, but felt an increasing sense of dread. Do you remember what I said about choices? It seems to me that no matter what you choose, you end up losing something. In this case, it was either the Lenses or Draulin’s life.
‘I will trade her to you for the Lenses,’ Kiliman said. ‘I was sent to hunt those, not you. Once I have them, I will leave.’
The metal spiders were crawling into the room, crossing the floor, but they stayed away from Bastille and me. Kaz groaned, finally getting to his feet from where I’d inadvertently pushed him.
I closed my eyes. Bastille’s mother, or the Lenses? I wished that I could do something to fight. But, the Windstormer’s Lenses couldn’t hurt this thing – even if they blew him back, he could simply flee and wait for Draulin to die. Australia was still lost somewhere in the Library. Would she be next?
‘I will trade,’ I said quietly.
Kiliman smiled – or, at least, the remaining half of his face smiled. Then, to the side, I saw several of his spiders climb up on something.
A trip wire in the room where I was standing.
The floor fell away beneath Bastille and me as the spiders tripped the wire. Bastille cried out, reaching for the edge of the floor, but she just barely missed grabbing it.
‘Rocky Mountain Oysters!’ Kaz swore in shock, though the pit opened a few feet away from him. I caught one last glimpse of his panicked face as I tumbled into the hole.
We plummeted some thirty feet and landed with a thud on a patch of too-soft ground. I hit on my stomach, but Bastille – who twisted herself to protect the Translator’s Lenses she still clutched – scraped against the wall, then hit the ground in a much more awkward position. She grunted in pain.
I shook my head, trying to clear it. Then, I crawled over to Bastille. She groaned, looking even more dazed than I felt, but she seemed all right. Finally, I glanced up the dark shaft toward the light above. A concerned Kaz stuck his head out over the opening.
‘Alcatraz!’ he yelled. ‘You two all right?’
‘Yeah,’ I called up. ‘I think we are.’ I poked at the ground, trying to decide why it had broken our fall. It appeared to be made of some kind of cushioned cloth.
‘The ground is padded,’ I called up to Kaz. ‘Probably to keep us from breaking our necks.’ It was another Curator trap, meant to frustrate us, but not kill us.
‘What was the point of that?’ I heard Kaz bellow at Kiliman. ‘They just agreed to trade with you!’
‘Yes, he did.’ I could faintly hear Kiliman’s voice. ‘But the Librarians of my order have a saying: Never trust a Smedry.’
‘Well, he’s not going to be able to trade with you while he’s trapped in a pit!’ Kaz yelled.
‘True,’ Kiliman said. ‘But you can trade. Have him pass you the Translator’s Lenses, then meet me at the center of the Library. You are the one who has the power to Travel places, are you not?’
Kaz fell silent.
This creature knows a lot about us, I thought with frustration.
‘You are a Smedry,’ Kiliman said to Kaz. ‘But not an Oculator. I will deal with you instead of the boy. Bring me the Lenses, and I will return the woman – with her Fleshstone – to you. Be quick. She will die within the hour.’
There was silence, broken only by Bastille’s groan as she sat up. She still had the Translator’s Lenses in her hand. Eventually, Kaz’s head popped out above the pit.
‘Alcatraz?’ he called. ‘You there?’
‘Yeah,’ I said.
‘Where else would we be?’ Bastille grumbled.
‘It’s too dark to see you,’ Kaz said. ‘Anyway, the Scrivener’s Bone has left, and I can’t get through the bars to follow him. What should we do? Do you want me to try to find some rope?’
I sat, trying – with all of my capacity – to think of a way out of the predicament. Bastille’s mother was dying because a piece of crystal had been ripped from her body. Kiliman had her and would trade her only for the Translator’s Lenses. I was trapped in a pit with Bastille, who had taken a much harder hit falling than I had, and we had no rope.
I was stuck, looking for a solution where there wasn’t one. Sometimes, there just isn’t a way out, and thinking won’t help, no matter how clever you are. In a way, that’s kind of like what I wrote at the beginning of this chapter. You remember, the secret ‘thing’ I claimed to have done in this book? The shameful, clever trick? Did you go looking for it? Well, whatever you found, that wasn’t what I was intending – because there is no trick. No hidden message. No clever twist I put into the first fourteen chapters.
I don’t know how hard you searched, but it couldn’t have been harder than I searched for a way to both save Draulin and keep my Lenses. I was quickly running out of time, and I knew it. I had to make a decision. Right then. Right there.
I chose to take the Lenses from Bastille and throw them up to Kaz. He caught them, just barely.
‘Can your Talent take you to the center of the Library?’ I asked.
He nodded. ‘I think so. Now that I have a location to search for.’
‘Go,’ I said. ‘Trade the Lenses for Draulin’s life. We’ll worry about getting them back later.’
Kaz nodded. ‘All right. You wait here – I’ll find a rope or something and come back for you once Bastille’s mother is safe.’
He disappeared for a moment, then returned, head sticking back out over the opening. ‘Before I go, do you want this?’ He held out Bastille’s pack.
The Grappler’s Glass boots were inside. I felt a stab of hope, but quickly dismissed it. The sides of the shaft were stone.
Besides, even if I did get free, I’d still have to trade the Lenses for Draulin. I’d just have to do it in person. Still, there was food in the pack. No telling how long we’d be in the pit. ‘Sure,’ I called up to him, ‘drop it.’
He did so, and I stepped to the side, letting it hit the soft ground. By now, Bastille was on her feet, though she leaned woozily against the side of the pit.
This was why I shouldn’t ever have been made a leader. This is why nobody should ever look to me. Even then, I made the wrong decisions. A leader has to be hard, capable of making the right choice.
You think I did make the right one? Well, then, you’d be as poor a leader as I was. You see, saving Draulin was the wrong choice. By trading the Translator’s Lenses, I may have saved one life, but at a terrible cost.
The Librarians would gain access to the knowledge of the Incarna people. Sure, Draulin would live – but how many would die as the war turned against the Free Kingdoms? With ancient technology at their disposal, the Librarians would become a force that could no longer be held back.
I’d saved one life, but doomed so many more. That’s not the sort of weakness a leader can afford. I suspect that Kaz knew the truth of that. He hesitated, then asked, ‘You sure you want to do this, kid?’
‘Yes,’ I said. At the time, I didn’t think about things like protecting the future of the Free Kingdoms or the like. I just knew one thing: I couldn’t be the one responsible for Draulin’s death.
‘All right,’ Kaz said. ‘I’ll be back for you. Don’t worry.’
‘Good luck, Kaz.’
And he was gone.
16
Writers – particularly storytellers like myself – write about people. That is ironic, since we actually know nothing about them.
Think about it. Why does someone become a writer? Is it because they like people? Of course not. Why else would we seek out a job where we get to spend all day, every day, cooped up in our basement with no company besides paper, a pencil, and our imaginary friends?
Writers hate people. If you’ve ever met a writer, you know that they’re generally awkward, slovenly individuals who live beneath stairwells, hiss at those who pass, and forget to bathe for weeklong periods. And those are the socially competent ones.
I looked up at the sides of our pit.
Bastille sat on the floor, obviously trying to pretend she was a patient person. It worked about as well as a watermelon trying to pretend it was a golf ball. (Though not as messy and half as much fun.)
‘Come on, Bastille,’ I said, glancing at her. ‘I know you’re as frustrated as I am. What are you thinking? Could I break these walls somehow? Make a slope we can climb up?’
‘And risk the sides of the wall toppling down on us?’ she asked flatly.
She had a point. ‘What if we tried to climb up without using the Talent?’
‘These walls are slick and polished, Smedry,’ she snapped. ‘Not even a Crystin can climb that.’
‘But if we shimmied up, feet on one wall, back against the other one . . .’
‘The hole is way too wide for that.’
I fell silent.
‘What?’ she asked. ‘No other brilliant ideas? What about jumping up? You should try that a few times.’ She turned away from me, looking at the side of our pit, then sighed.
I frowned. ‘Bastille, this isn’t like you.’
‘Oh?’ she asked. ‘How do you know what’s “like me” and what isn’t? You’ve known me for what, a couple of months? During which time we’ve spent all of three or four days together?’