Blackburn had told him it didn't matter what happened. Blackburn was telling him that Johnson was well connected, and that nobody would believe a man had been harassed by a woman.
Look at the .situation.
They were asking him to leave Seattle, leave the APG. No options, no big payoff. No return for his twelve long years of work. All that was gone.
Austin. Baking hot, dry, brand-new.
Susan would never accept it. Her practice in Seattle was successful; she had spent many years building it. They had just finished remodeling the house. The kids liked it here. If Sanders even suggested a move, Susan would be suspicious. She'd want to know what was behind it. And sooner or later, she would find out. If he accepted the transfer, he would be confirming his guilt to his wife.
No matter how he thought about it, how he tried to put it together in his mind, Sanders could see no good outcome. He was being screwed.
I'm your friend, Tom. Whether you know it right now or not.
He recalled the moment at his wedding when Blackburn, his best man, said he wanted to dip Susan's ring in olive oil because there was always a problem about getting it on the finger. Blackburn in a panic, in case some little moment in the ceremony went wrong. That was Phil: always worried about appearances.
Your wife doesn't need to hear about this.
But Phil was screwing him. Phil, and Garvin behind him. They were both screwing him. Sanders had worked hard for the company for many years, but now they didn't give a damn about him. They were taking Meredith's side, without any question. They didn't even want to hear his version of what had happened.
As Sanders stood in the rain, his sense of shock slowly faded. And with it, his sense of loyalty. He started to get angry.
He took out his phone and placed a call.
"Mr. Perry's office."
"It's Tom Sanders calling."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Perry is in court. Can I give him a message?"
"Maybe you could help me. The other day he mentioned that you have a woman there who handles sexual harassment cases."
"We have several attorneys who do that, Mr. Sanders."
"He mentioned a Hispanic woman." He was trying to remember what else Perry had said about her. Something about being sweet and demure? He couldn't recall for sure.
"That would be Ms. Fernandez."
"I wonder if you could connect me," Sanders said.
Fernandez's office was small, her desk stacked high with papers and legal briefs in neat piles, a computer terminal in the corner. She stood up as he came in. "You must be Mr. Sanders."
She was a tall woman in her thirties, with straight blond hair and a handsome, aquiline face. She was dressed in a pale, cream-colored suit. She had a direct manner and a firm handshake. "I'm Louise Fernandez. How can I help you?"
She wasn't at all what he had expected. She wasn't sweet and demure at all. And certainly not Hispanic. He was so startled that without thinking he said, "You're not what I"
"Expected?" She raised an eyebrow. "My father's from Cuba. We left there when I was a child. Please sit down, Mr. Sanders." She turned and walked back around her desk.
He sat down, feeling embarrassed. "Anyway, thank you for seeing me so quickly."
"Not at all. You're John Perry's friend?"
"Yes. He mentioned the other day that you, uh, specialized in these cases."
"I do labor law, primarily constructive termination and Title VII suits."
"I see." He felt foolish that he had come. He was taken aback by her brisk manner and elegant appearance. In fact, she reminded him very much of Meredith. He felt certain that she would not be sympathetic to his case.
She put on horn-rimmed glasses and peered at him across the desk. "Have you eaten? I can get you a sandwich if you like."
"I'm not hungry, thanks."
She pushed a half-eaten sandwich to the side of her desk. "I'm afraid I have a court appearance in an hour. Sometimes things get a bit rushed." She got out a yellow legal pad and set it before her. Her movements were quick, decisive.
Sanders watched her, sure she was the wrong person. He should never have come here. It was all a mistake. He looked around the office. There was a neat stack of bar charts for a courtroom appearance.
Fernandez looked up from the pad, her pen poised. It was one of those expensive fountain pens. "Would you like to tell me the situation?"
"Uh . . . I'm not sure where to begin."
"We could start with your full name and address, and your age."
"Thomas Robert Sanders." He gave his address.
"And your age?" "Forty-one."
"Occupation?" "I'm a division manager at Digital Communications. The Advanced Products Division."
"How long have you been at that company?"
"Twelve years." "Uh-huh. And in your present capacity?"
"Eight years." "And why are you here today, Mr. Sanders?"
"I've been sexually harassed."
"Uh-huh." She showed no surprise. Her expression was completely neutral. "You want to tell me the circumstances?"
"My boss, ah, came on to me." "And the name of your boss?"
"Meredith Johnson."
"Is that a man or a woman?"
"A woman." "Uhhuh." Again, no sign of surprise. She continued making notes steadily, the pen scratching. "When did this happen?"
"Last night."
"What were the exact circumstances?"
He decided not to mention the merger. "She has just been appointed my new boss, and we had several things to go over. She asked if we could meet at the end of the day."