She had slain the Jabberwock.
She raised her eyes and sought out Jest. Air began to creep back into her lungs.
She had slain the Jabberwock. She had done it. The monster was dead. Hearts was saved.
It was over.
They would take Mary Ann to safety and leave Peter to mourn his wife. In the morning, Cath and Jest and Hatta and Raven would be far, far away from here, and none – not a single one of the Sisters’ prophecies – had come true.
Jest watched her, bewildered and proud. His eyes began to refocus, though he was still weak from the fight.
In the stillness, Cath forced herself to look at Peter. His arms slumped. His face was twisted with anguish as he stared at the dead monster.
Cath’s heart filled with unexpected sympathy. There was devastation written on the plains of his face. Agony flooding his eyes. He was a breath away from collapsing into the dirt and weeping over the body of the beast he had loved.
But the moment passed and he stayed standing. His upper lip curled. His eyes sparked.
He looked at Catherine.
With disgust. With murder.
She gulped and adjusted her hold on the sword.
Peter adjusted his hold on the axe.
He moved towards her. One step. Two. His muscles undulating, his body strung with tension.
‘Please,’ Cath whispered. ‘This can end now. Just let us go.’
To her surprise, Peter did hesitate. His attention caught on something in the distance and Cath dared a glance over her shoulder.
Raven was there, stalking towards them. Mary Ann, too, but she was an afterthought to Raven’s ominous approach. The gleaming axe he held was like a mirror to Peter’s. His dark cloak whipped around his shoulders, the hood hung low over his brow. The White Queen’s executioner, Jest had said.
He looked like a threat, or a promise.
He looked like justice.
Cath turned back and Peter’s expression had changed again. Now there was fear and a shadow of indecision.
He looked once more at Catherine with a hatred so pure and transparent it sent a shock of terror through her. She could see his desperation. She sensed his resolve.
With a guttural scream, Peter turned and swung the axe.
It was over and done before Cath knew what was happening. In between the space of a gasp and a scream, there was the sound of blood splattering across the ground. Like ink from a broken quill.
Like a drawing made on stone.
Before she could make sense of it, Peter was running away. He had dropped the axe. He was gone, into the forest. There was the distant sound of flapping wings – Raven dissolving back into a bird and chasing after him. A flurry of black feathers. A cry of heartbreak and rage. Then, silence.
Cath held her breath.
She waited for the vision before her to turn into an illusion. One more magic trick. The impossible made right again.
Because this was not real. This couldn’t be. It was a nightmare she would soon wake from. It was a drawing done in ink, executed down to every horrific detail. It was . . .
Jest.
Mutilated. Severed. Dead.
She took one step forward and collapsed. The sword slipped from her fingers.
‘Treacle,’ she breathed. Medicinal treacle. Life-giving treacle. ‘Bring him treacle. Go! Hurry! Treacle will . . . Treacle will . . .’
‘No, love,’ came Hatta’s ragged reply. ‘Nothing can save him.’
‘Don’t say that!’ She dug her hands into the mud, squeezing it through her fingers. ‘We have to save him! We have to – Jest!’
A hand brushed the hair back from her forehead, and Mary Ann’s voice came to her, painfully gentle. ‘Cath . . .’
‘Don’t touch me!’ she raged, tearing away from her. ‘I came back for you! If you hadn’t come here, if you hadn’t got yourself caught, then we wouldn’t be here. This wouldn’t be happening, but for you!’
Mary Ann drew back.
Cath ignored the look and tried to crawl forward, dragging her skirt through the mud. ‘There must be a way. Something we can do. Something in the hat that can save him, or . . . or . . . the Sisters. Fate. Time. There must be someone who can . . .’
Her hand fell into something that wasn’t cold mud, but warm and wet. Something that felt real. Too real.
‘It’s impossible,’ she said. ‘He didn’t do anything – he was innocent. He . . .’ A sob lodged in her throat.
‘You’re right. He was innocent,’ Hatta said, so quiet she barely heard him. ‘Martyrs usually are.’
Mary Ann pulled Cath away from the body and the growing pool of blood, wrapping her in an embrace. Cath barely felt her. Her breaths grew shorter. Her lips curled against her teeth. She peered over Mary Ann’s shoulder, into the dark trees. At the place where Peter had run.
Her cries died in her throat and were buried there, suffocated by the fury that was even now pounding, shrieking, demanding to be released.
She would kill Peter.
She would find him and she would kill him.
She would have his head.
CHAPTER 48
CATH REMEMBERED LITTLE ABOUT how she got back to the manor at Rock Turtle Cove. Hatta carried her part of the way, though she screamed and clawed at him to let her be, to leave her with Jest. He had restrained her until she had exhausted herself and her throat was worn raw. Her head pounded with the need to find Peter, to destroy him.
A muscle was twitching in Cath’s eye. Her fingers kept tightening, imagining themselves around Peter’s throat. Squeezing. Squeezing.
When they arrived at the mansion, her parents took one look at the blood and the dirt and the shredded gown and her dead eyes and ushered them all inside.